Somebody told me lately that they wanted to be like me.
That got me to wonder..
Why would anyone want to be like someone like me?
I’m pessimistic, vain, two-faced, ugly.
I’ve been cheated on, used, the other girl.
I always want to be the center of attention and get jealous when I’m not.
I want to be the best, I want to be proud.
I want to become greater than my siblings.
I push people away and become overbearing.
I never open up to anyone and always complain about what doesn’t matter.
I give attitude to those who try to help and I lie through my teeth.
I’m not an artist, I’m hardly an athlete.
I’m shy and needy.
I’m indecisive and picky.
I’m self-centered and ignorant.
I’m lazy and over-protective.
The fact that you would disown me for something I’m not even sure of only confirmed how I already felt.
Thanks, I guess. For making me see that I really am nothing to anyone.