I resolve.. nothing really. I make the same resolution every year: make a resolution. That way I make one that I can keep because I know anything else I say won’t mean shit by tomorrow. haha.
Pretty fun New Year’s Eve with the family, watching movies, playing games, eating like a fatass. I just wish I could have kissed my baby at midnight.</3 And her phone died, so I’m even more bummed, but hey. We have the rest of our lives to throw our own New Year’s parties; we just have to wait another year.
As for 2011.. I have nothing against it. Everyone always complains that they had a pretty bad year, but I’d rather focus on the good than the bad. I may have lost my grandma, but I know she’s still watching over me. I kept up good grades, and was top of my class. I broke personal records in swimming. My water polo team won Empire League and made it to semi-finals in CIF. I widened my circle of friends. And lastly, I found my girlfriend, making 2011 one of my favorite years.
Going into 2012 with optimism.. I don’t see why this can’t be another good year as well. [:
Oh, and.. If the first words you say on the first of each month are “rabbit” three times, it is supposed to bring good luck for the whole month. Or for January first, the whole year. Just a little fun thing to do, whether you believe it or not. But hey, it works for me. [:
Today I heard a parent say that their child deserved to cry. I’ve ranted about this same person before, and I know it’s getting redundant, but you should not be a fucking parent. I don’t understand how you can feel that way and vocalize it to someone who depends on you, looks up to you, loves you. If I was in any other position, I would put you in your place. I would tell you how shitty of a person you are. I don’t care if your job is at inconvenient hours; you chose it. I don’t care if it makes you moody; get over it. I don’t care if you’re hard-headed; lighten up for family at least. You have no idea how many times I have caught your own daughter after you threw her over the edge. How many times I had to make sure that she wouldn’t hurt herself over you. You’ve pulled a lot of shit, but this.. This really shows a lot. I really hope you get a glimpse of yourself as you pull shit like that and realize that you are a horrible parent. You’d better change your act before I lose all my respect and temper.
So, I know you’re mad I’m two weeks older than you, but you know what? Your birthday is finally here. I know I couldn’t get you everything you wanted, but I hope that what I do the rest of the day will make this your best birthday yet. You finally caught up to me, youngster, hehe. Happy Birthday, Baby. I love you.<3